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Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 3:01 PM
Lately i've been thinking about my late grandpa...he's been dead for like...three years now? idk...i know my reaction is kinda late for this but i'm starting to wonder if i should have had a better relationship with him. even if it was jsut a small one. what got me thinking though was the fact that my ma refuses to go to her own mothers birthday party simply cause there isn't anything she can eat at the party...which is stupid cause you don't throw a birthday party just for the God damned food, you go to wished the birthday person a happy birthday...and when her mother asked her if she could drive her to chinatown my ma replied with a hella rude "no i have no money". that set my grandmother off. my grandma wasn't that sort of chick. she wouldn't cry of this kind of stuff but ever since grandpa died i guess it kinda wore her down. which got me thinking even more, am i like that? would i do that to my own mother? i might have already done when i told her i wouldn't go DNTG with her, but i told her that was only cause i was busy with a history project, i mean if i had the choice i'd go with my ma, but she's the one that wants me to do good in school so i'm thinking, why the fuck is she so pissed off all of a sudden? i don't get it...Grandpa i'm missing you bad. your family needs you cause after you left the family doesn't feel like a family anymore...

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: this coma
  • Eating: nothing T_T

stupid history

Journal Entry: Sun Nov 15, 2009, 2:20 PM



i swear even tohugh i'm happy that my F jumped to an A- i swear i hate martin. he always has these projects for us to do that has my brain working on a blank...s'bout all i wanted to say...been bgging me so...>_>

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: this coma
  • Eating: nothing T_T

stupid dejavu

Mon Oct 26, 2009, 6:30 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: this coma
  • Eating: nothing T_T
i'm in the middle of 4th period today and :iconlurker-one: says something, okay it it brings on this 30 second dejavu experience that i swear on my life i saw happen in my DREAM TWO YEARS AGO, i swear to God it was a very scary moment for me i like started hyperventalating and shit. i mean this has happened to me before but never for that long usually it's just 5 secs or so but this lasted like 30 so i'm like "OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I'M GOING TO DIE"

anyways i'm fine now si i'll live for the mo'.

tata

crap i owe
a fic for someone(too lazy to put her icon) [will work on it as soo nas she lets me know what she wants]

it's been awhile since i last been tagged...

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 5:19 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: this coma
  • Eating: nothing T_T
Your real name: Draco Malfoy
Age: old enough
Height: 6' 2 1/2'' or so the doc says...
Natural hair color: brown
Eye color: Hazel
Skin color: i'm an egg damn it
Glasses/contacts?: blue rimeed glasses
Piercings: ears
Tattoos: sadly...no
Braces: ew~ no
Mannerisms: Random as all fuck when mood is up and apathetic as all hell when mood is down
Other distinctive markings: weirds ass scars on left arm that's supposed to form words but can no longer read what their supposed to say...

FAVORITE

Color: green red black silver...
Band: BoA, Distrubed, Within Temptation, Super Junior, Nightwish, many more that i'm too lazy to list
Movie: Valkyrie, mulan 2, bambi, coraline, nightmare before christmas, princess mononoke, spitritd away [basically all the movies made by Hayao Miyazaki], many more...
Book: quicksilver, hate crime, leaving patrick, much much more...
Food: *licks giant lolli*
Game on a cell phone: diner dash
CD: nightmare before christmas remake
Flower: roses
Scent: rain
Animal: snakes, Tiger, wolf, peregrine falcon, cats, all of the animals...
Comic book: wolverine x files series [omg finally read it]
Cereal: Cinnamon Toast Crunch.
Website: Deviant Art, YouTube, facebook
ANIME: one piece, Naruto, Bleach.

DO YOU

Play an instrument?: I am a percussionist....
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?: No. tv doesn't work here...
Like to sing?: Hells yes, but I sound terrible.
Have a job?: desperately in need of one...
Have a cell phone?: no...
Like to play sports?: swimming
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yep and i love her.
Have a crush on someone?: yes...my gf lol
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?: i bloody wish
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?: no...
Have any special talents/skills?: i can...uh...er..
Exercise daily?:...in the technical definition...NO...
Like school?: at the moment...yes...

CAN YOU

Sing the alphabet backwards?: Z, X, Y, W, S, F.... no.
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?: once...never tried doing it again though...
Speak any other languages?: chinese
Go a day without food?: Easy.
Remember your dreams: no T^T
Read music, not just tabs?: learning...
Roll your tongue?: yes
Eat a whole pizza?: yeah...

HAVE YOU EVER

Won something in the lottery?: no
Snuck out of the house?:no
Lied to get out of trouble?: I've lost count how many times.
Had a computer crash?: no
Gotten lost in your city?: no
Seen a shooting star?: yes, quiete a few actually
Been to any other countries?: no...D;
Had a serious surgery?: No.
Stolen something important to someone else?: i don't think so...
Solved a rubiks cube?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas?: plenty
Cried over a girl?: no
Cried over a boy?: Yes.
Kissed a random stranger?: lol no
Hugged a random stranger?: yes...when i was two and mistook this chinese lady as my own mother...
Been in a fist fight?: yea
Been arrested?: No, but i got dragged to truancy if that counts for anything
Done drugs?: *peads the fifth*
Had alcohol?: wine coolers God i miss those things
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?: milk tea...
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?: *wants to*
Sneaked into the opposite sex's bathroom?: plenty, and i wasn't even sneaking either...when you need to fucking go you don't give a damn and just enter whichever is closest
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?: No.
Swore at your parents?: yea
Kicked a guy where it hurts?: no...sat on it by accident though
Been to a casino?: yes
Ran over an animal and killed it?: D8> no~
Broken a bone?: no
Gotten stitches?: no
Had a water balloon fight in winter?: *wants to*
Made homemade muffins?: personally...no...
Bitten someone?: *smiles, showing teeth* plenty
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?: yes...to a point where i no longer want to even hear about it...
Burped in someone’s face?: lol yes


WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU

Brushed your teeth: this morning
Cried: five minutes ago after dropping my giant lolli on the floor...
Went to the bathroom: When I came home.
Saw a movie in a theatre: idr
Read a book: five minutes ago
Had a snow day: omg yes~
Had a party: yea...pretty lame ones...
Went to a doctor: *stares at arm*
Tripped in front of someone: lol plenty
Went to the grocery store: ....idr
Got sick: idr
Got cursed: every second of the day
Called someone: thursday

DO YOU PREFER

Fruit/vegetables:Fruts!
Black/white: Black.
Lights on/lights off: Turn 'em off!!!!
TV/movie: Movies!
Body spray/lotion: Lotion.
Cash/check: Those lovely dollar bills.
Pillows/blankets: pillow
Headache/stomach ache: Stomachache.
Paint/charcoal: Paint.
Chinese food/Mexican food: chinese
Summer/winter: Winter and RAIN.
Snow/rain: snow
Fog/misty: fog
Rock/rap: Rock
Meat/vegetarian: meat
Chocolate/vanilla: CHOCOLATE.
Cake/pie: CAKE
Strawberries/blueberries: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool: Swimming pool,
Cookies/muffins: COOOKIIIIIIEEE!!!
Wallet/pocket: pocket
Window/door: Window.
Charlie Chaplin/Chespirito: what?
Pink/purple: Purple~
Cat/dog: *can't make up mind*
Long sleeve/short sleeve: Short.
Pants/shorts: Jeans.
Winter break/spring break: Winter~
Spring/autumn: autumn
Clouds/clear sky: Clouds.
Moon/mars: The moooooooooonnnnn!
Questions/Answers: Questions. I'm full of them.
War/Peace: War,

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP

Do you believe in love?: *stares at gf* of course
What's the most important kind of love for you?: the unconditional kind
Have you ever been in love?: Yes,
Been close to love?: ...whut?
Ever confessed your feelings to the one you loved?: plenty...fat load of help the did
Really badly so that it actually hurts and you cry at night?: few times
Are you in a relationship?: yes
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: No. few like it better single
What is your idea of the best date?: just being together is fine with me
What was your first kiss like?: bloody amazing
Do you think love is worth nothing?: no...
Best experience you’ve ever had with the opposite sex: *not for the eyes of the innocent*
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?: *points at gf* do i look single?
Have you ever been dumped?: yes
Have you ever dumped someone?: Yes

I...

I: Am bored out my mind
Am: insane
Want: another giant lolli
Need: my own laptop with free photoshop
Love: you
Hate: that voice in the back of my head that refuses to shut the fuck up
Feel: apathetic
Did: nothing...
Miss: chocolate
Am annoyed by: my inability to get my ass focused...
Would rather: Be a dude
Am tired of: being useless
Will always: Be insane.

MISCELLANEOUS

What is your favourite genre of music?: all sorts
What time is it now?: 6 10
How much money do you have right now?: $12
Are you hungry right now?: *licks giant lolli*
What are you doing right now?: This quiz
Do you like parades?: meh...
Do you like the moon?: yes
What are you going to do when you're done with this?: post crap
If you could have any magical power what would it be?: fly

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
Funny?: Why yes.
Cool?: meh
Pretty?: fuck no
Sarcastic?: Oh yeah.
Lazy?: Ooooooh yeah!
Hyper?: Wooooooo!!
Friendly?: *shrug*
Evil?: Believe it.
Unforgettable?: no...
Smart?: nope
Strong?: pshaw~ no
Talented?: Depends.

WHAT COMES TO MIND WITH THE WORD
High: sharpies
Lonely: fetal position
Pen: ink
Flower: rose
Window: rain
Psycho: hey~ that's me~
Brain freeze: snow
Strange: sasuke's duck butt hair
Sassy: you
Suffering: blood
Art: my manner of living

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?: Heeellllll yeah!
Run away?: no
Curse at a teacher?: already did
Not take a shower for a week?: no
Ask someone out?: yea
Unscrew your cell phone too see what's inside?: yes
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?: been there...didn't end well...
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?: yea
Go scuba diving?: yea
Write a book?: yea
Assemble a computer?: I'd break it.
Become a rock star?: nah
Have a long-distance relationship?: tried....doesnt work...
Marry someone you don't know?: fuck no

LAST QUESTIONS (FINALLY)

What kind of computer do you have?: toshiba...
What grade/level of studies are you in? (if applicable): preschool
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?: lol no
How many posters do you have in your room?: no T_T
Who else should take this quiz?: Ufufufufufu....
take it if you're interested...

RANT

Mon Sep 28, 2009, 6:06 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: groovy
  • Eating: nothing but craving a chocolate muffin
cause i told :iconlurker-one:~Lurker-One i would. >3
well~ i am going to rant about [simply cause it's over nothing and i said i would] is~

*drum roll*

TABLETS

that's right folks my rant will be on tablets~
cause they're a bitch [but oh so fun to use] well i tried my hand at it AND I SUCKED. end of story. i mean, they're so fucking SENSITIVE that i fuck up things i'm trying to do~ i can't even find my brush have the time [only cause i was using a small brush BUT STILL] and then i find i've marked my poster with crap that just makes it look more shitty then it already was~ [not that a blank document is shitty] and because it took me more than half the class [the time i was focusing anyways >_> ] to figure out how to perfect my tablet use the damn bell rings~ *shakes fist at tablet* THIS MEANS WAR [only cause i'm bored and got nothing to do]



*looks at rant* ... that's pretty short for a rant...but anywho
sasunaru bubblegum[title shall be changed once i figure it out] for :iconcheritree:~cheritree [working on it]


any requets on any fanfic you might want from me let me know....

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