Okay, you know what I just absolutly despise? When I get blamed for doing something when I'm not the only person doing it. For instance, the computer I'm on right now is the family computer because we are just too poor to afford anything more and it is the 2000 Windows XP model so it's pretty old now. Now, this computer has had viruses like three--or was it four--times and some unusual mess up...like the in-put or the mouse refuses to work so i have to settle with one that plugs into the usb socket...taking up my usb options...anyways now it's been working quite fine fo a few months now and I honestly don't notice aything uunusual about it. Or so I think. My ma just came to me and went, "Kathy, the computer is working really slow and is getting slower by the day. Dad told me that if it breaksdown again he's not going to get it fixed this time. I don't know what you're doing with the thing but you better stop it."

What the fuck man? He uses this thing just as much as I do and so does my brother so why the hell should the blame be on my shoulders? Is it "let's get Kathy pissed by blaming her for stuff she didn't even do" day or something? I know it's pathetic to be ranting about something like this but this is really going too far. Everyday i have to deal with crap from my ma and if things keep piling up like this I swear it will not be my fault if I suddenly snap and murder everyone in this fucking house.

I honestly think my ma is oblivious to the fact that I am a human and as a human I have my limits. Also to the fact that just because I'm her DAUGHTER doesn't mean I'm HER--she goes around telling me to do certain things, in which I give my best effort, and when I don't do it exactly the way she wants it she starts bitching at me for it. Um, hi? Ma I'm not YOU, I can't do things the way you want me to do, and I obviously CAN NOT do some of the things you ask of me. Sometimes I just feel like I'm a robot to her. Oh wonderful it is to feel loved *sarcasim*.

...and now I feel as if i were to never feel again. Farewell to you know. And if you read all the way to this I shall love you for therest of my short existance in this world. Adieu adieu.