life goes on blah blah blah. i'm alive is all you need to know...am i well? you decide i don't give a fuck anymore. nothing matters, just that i have a pointless existence. secretly though...i'm glad patrick doesn't have a dA or else i wouldn't have any site to release this feeling of nothingness out on...my life is pointless...the fact i have someone liek patrick just...he's too good for me...he deserves better. i know this kind of thing has been heard of before and that it's cliche but...what's the point of going out with a lifeless soul? a spiritless nothing? but whatever...just wish life would end now...