Let's keep this simple. Yes, I am full of bullshit. I regret being a fucking coward about it because once it got out for some stupid reason I feared having to tell the truth...someone please bitch slap me for that. I regret for creating unnecessary stress for those I care for. I regret not having a lack of self control. I apologize for being such a bullshit person but I do not expect to be forgiven. I promise that there will be no more bullshit from me and I give full permission to the person next to me to bitch slap across the face two times over if ever another one slips through my mouth. I understand that it was take a fuck load of time to ever trust me again I am willing to wait.
Well...guess I'm going to get off now 'cause I need to really think about what the fuck I did. Yay it's time out for me~. *gets shot*
seriously though I'm going to need a whole lot of time myself in order to actually forgive myself as well...let's just say there's a huge voice inside of me that's going "I told you so".