just need to get off the steam.

come home ma's gone to pick up brother they come home and they've been arguing nonstop for the past two hours and it's honestly pushing my buttons both are to stubborn to just let it go so we can have some peace but you know what i don't care anymore people wonder where i get my short temper from why i can't stop myself from retorting back when someone says something and it's obviously not exactly my fault i pick things up from a house that i live in so what the hell i mean i don't mean to we all know habits die hard but i'm working on it and i've made progress not much but i have like just now when my ma dragged me into their pointless arguemnt i kept my cool but i can't say i was like that at first i shouted the first five or six words before stopping myself and going to myself "let it go if you don't change no one will, someone has to be the example and it might as well start with me" and yeah so i'm just stressed and whatever trying not to explode and i feel i've made a change 'cause i didn't yell and what not so it's progress not much but it's there

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I fell a bit better now...if you actually read through that I love you and I love you hard *hugs everyone*